1 Month Old! :)

Well, Beckham is one month. :)

Here's my big boy...

He is so cute. I just want to kiss him.

The first thing I have to say is that this little guy loves to eat and cuddle. That's all he wants to do! He will only sleep for like 15 minutes unless I'm holding him or laying right next to him...I love it but it's hard to get anything done. ha ha. :) He has been starting to fight sleep the past week, so when he gets fussy we walk him around the house, he likes to look over the back of my shoulder. Bridger was like that too, except he liked to be held facing out instead. Two little cuties. He nurses like a champ...his birth weight was 7lbs even and be 2.5 weeks he was 9 lbs! I'm guessing he's over ten pounds now. :) His little thighs are getting so cute and chubby, my babies thigh rolls are one of my favorite things ever. He has been a pretty good little guy, but I'm hesitant to say anything since he's only like five weeks old, ha ha. I remember saying that about Bridger and then he got super colicky for like months. Beckham started smiling a couple weeks ago, but just these past few days I have seen SO many, I love it! He's also been using his little voice to talk more the past week. :) 

Grandma Brown and Beckham cuddling. :)

First bath, whoo!! :) He loved it! But he didn't like the ones after this for some reason. ha ha.

Yummy lips...

I just love how tiny he is. :)

My boys playing on the floor. :)

Huge binky. ha ha.

Bridger has been doing pretty well with Beckham, he had a rough few days a couple weeks ago when Jeremy was at AT, but I think he has been doing awesome considering how many changes have been happening in the past few months, especially this one! Now when he wakes up in the morning I open his door and the first thing he says is "see bee, see bee" his short way of saying see baby. :) It makes me happy. He always wants to rub his nose with his nose and rub his hair, and look straight into his eyes right in front of his face, ha ha. It's so cute. But this last week he got sick with some sort of cough and now he doesn't understand why I don't want him to do any of that. :l Hopefully, Beckham doesn't get it, I've been using our oils like crazy to get rid of it.  

The past month was super crazy, and super fast. Beckham was born at the end of May and my parents stayed for about a week, and Jeremy had ten days off work...it just so happened that right when his ten days ended he went straight to AT where he couldn't come home at night or be home during the day at all until the end of the second week, so my mom came back up and stayed with me for two weeks. So, I pretty much had someone to help me for a whole month! Then...during AT Jeremy got a call from his unit asking if he would go to school NOW instead of in January, we decided that we wanted to do that instead, so as soon as AT ended Jeremy took one day off work then went straight to a ten week military training course! whew. His school goes from 7 in the morning to 7 at night for the first half, then from 7 to midnight! Ah. I'm basically a single parent for the next three months, I'm just grateful it's at Camp Williams so he can come home at all. He might still go to the other course next year, but it's in Texas and is four months long. We'll see...we have some decisions to make I guess. 

AND I wanted to throw in a few pictures from Father's Day!

It was a pretty chill Father's Day, Jeremy got to come home for a few hours and he played with Bridger in his little pool while my mom and I laid out, then we had dinner and opened presents before we had an awesome chocolate dessert and he had to leave. :) I totally spaced getting pictures of them in the pool, so I'll have to do that next time I guess. I sure love my husband, though. Forever. He is so sweet to me, all the time. He is so devoted to our family, I know we come first in his life and that makes me so happy. He makes me cookies when I'm sad, reminds me I'm beautiful when it sure doesn't feel like it, and makes me laugh like no one else can. I love him. I love him even more when I see how much he loves our boys. First thing when he comes home, he gives me a kiss, then plays with Bridger and kisses Beckham. I could go on all day about him, he's just amazing and I'm so grateful for him. :) 

I know this post is already super long, but I had to add this in. So, I was doing really good about not being all crazy emotional after I had Beckham until he was eleven days old. Something happened to upset me that I felt was a pretty big deal and I just couldn't get over it, I had to figure it out and I was totally stressed, plus, I knew our little "vacation" was almost over...Jeremy was supposed to leave the next day for two weeks. Anyway, I could NOT stop crying. I was getting so frustrated! ha ha. Every time I looked at Jeremy I just started sobbing, then I realized how big Beckham was getting and started crying some more, then started thinking about that "issue" that had come up and starting crying even MORE. Yeah. Crazy day.

Jeremy had absolutely no idea how to handle me. He just kept looking at me weird and asked why I was crying again. Then I would start to cry again! I really had like no control over my tear ducts, it was so strange. ha ha. My poor husband. After a few hours of this he started getting a little stressed out and Jeremy is the type to just try to fix the problem...well, the problem couldn't really be fixed at the point so instead...

He said he would make me some cookies. 

He seemed to think that cookies would make me stop crying.

Baha. How cute is that? 

I didn't even want cookies...but I didn't tell him that, ha ha, I just cried some more. :) 

So he baked them up (he is like a master cookie baker, seriously, I don't make cookies anymore cause he's so good), aaaannnnnnddddddd...I ate them. :) yum. 

Anyway, he's a sweetie pie. I can't get enough of him. :)